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Nikita's Corner

        Unsuccessful, that is what this blog is going to be. How do people even make these into something more? It probably takes a lot of time... I don't have time... well I guess I might, maybe I'm just lazy... I almost didn't even make this one really. I was nervous- well I am nervous. Mainly because I really just zoned out a lot in school and I kinda sorta don't even know how to properly set up a sentence. It's kinda really just me guessing at the rules of writing and such. I took an English class in college for my first semester and ended up dropping it because it was a huge work load to deal with. I guess I wasn't really ready for college but I was also kind of pressured because my friend went... I kind of have this thing where I feel like I have to be better than other people, but I myself am not really much of a shinning star so I end up hanging out with a lot of deadbeats to make myself feel better. However even those deadbeats seem to be doing better than me which is kind of infuriating. I know I shouldn't call people that and it's rude but maybe it's because I have so much hate in my heart. I don't think I'll ever go to therapy, I don't know why. I kind of wonder if anyone will see this little ol' blog i'm making right now... I wonder if there's really any rules to making blogs? This is kinda just me randomly typing out anything that pops into my head at the moment. Okay so I guess I really should be talking about me and my life at the moment so I guess we'll start with what has recently happened to me, I wrecked my car... my 2016 Jeep Cherokee Latitude. It doesn't look awful but I fucked it up enough to have to owe 7,000$ on getting it fixed so I guess we'll see how it goes. No insurance as well don't ya know. I asked the bank to put their insurance on it in December and they told me they did however when I called to collect they told me they didn't put any insurance on it because I had progressives insurance on it. Like bro you can't put two insurances on the car? I guess not. Annoyed about it 100% why would they not let me know they couldn't do that? It's disgusting what banks get away with. I wish I could just take them to court over it or something and have some justification or satisfaction that what they did was wrong. Idk i'm getting off here now bc this is starting to feel like a burden talking about my ill fortune. Maybe I should have like a nice little thing I say before I leave, nothing boring like peace out or love Nik... eh ill work on that ig. ttyl ig